for the best!

It has (obviously) come to my attention I have become quite toxic as a member. There has been a lot discussed in PMs, and while I am not the only one to blame, I most certainly escalated everything because of my immaturity. I act on my impulses, and I don't mind stooping down a level to be apprehensive when decisions seem to be made based on an individual such as myself, or others.

Needless to say, I am a bad influence on this site. I may not always have been, but time goes by, things change, and I took a turn for the worse because I felt...entitled? Justified? Salty? Hard to pick a specific reason, but I am sorry.

But I apologize to you Cila most of all because I did take things out of hand. You should know I don't hold anything against you, and I harbor an abundance of regret for my actions. Unfortunately, I have to stand by them.

Just like I have to do that, I also need to go on a hiatus. I don't know for how long, or how "absent" I will really be. Perhaps I will poke my head in tomorrow, next week, or maybe even later tonight. But that isn't the point. What I did and said was wrong, and I feel bad from both sides of my argument now. I can't stay when I am mentally torn on my own position and the things that have been going on that seem to target specific groups of people.

P.S. Please do not mark me as ghosting quite yet. I am going to look into donating both my pokemon and pokedollars to members who could use it/them, to try and keep me from wanting to come back. Because let's be honest, I shouldn't. As for my current ongoing threads, they should probably be graded prematurely and archived. Thank you.

Goodbye,
cilalic andrea warren Dylan Allardice Harley Valla GWEN DARBY penelope reed kristmar mortensen BUNNY BECKETT @everyone else