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Post by cassandra cain on May 23, 2015 3:46:05 GMT
ENTRY NO: 001 DATE: 22•05•15
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...hel-...hello--
...well, it was strange hearing my own voice. i haven't picked up one of these in forever. last time i did this was when i was sixteen. i was pretty angsty then. i kinda still am now, [laughs] but i guess it's a given. what can you expect from an 'evil' organization? more or less the leader? ten years ago i never envisioned being the leader of a 'dangerous' organization, but here i am. safe to say, it's my home.
[clears throat] well, to the point. rory mclain is back. i can't believe it. it's been six years without him. i honestly don't know how to react to this. do i still love him? maybe. am i going to let him walk over me again? no, of course not. i can't afford to do that again. i felt so weak. vulnerable. i don't know. love makes you do crazy things. i'm glad that i got out of that hole before - now i just just need to throw the shovel away.
i know i should just cut him from my life again, but i'm a coward. i can't do it, no matter how many times i've stared at the screen waiting for myself to press 'delete'. it just bothers me how easily he gets through my defenses. ugh, fuck boy. he's always messaging me -- and for some reason, i message him back.
i told myself that he's not getting out of the friendzone. i've told him that he's not getting out of it, either, but he's determined. and so am i. he's not fucking get out of it if i can help it. [distant thump] i won't fall for his tricks. he can sweet talk me all he wants, but he isn't getting shit. i'm the magma leader. if i stay distant, then nothing will happen.
Post by cassandra cain on Jun 3, 2015 17:27:54 GMT
ENTRY NO: 001 DATE: 22•05•15
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how long has it been since i last touched this? it feels like a long time. so much as happened that it feels like it should've been spread over a month, not two weeks. anyways. i'll just vent here for a while. it's a place to talk when i want to get my feelings straightened out.
what's the first thing? well i met a couple people after oldale. Sam Holiday and i battled. he's a good member. CAEL DARCEY too. i know his brother -- i'm surprised he hasn't joined yet. they both have much potential. i can see them rising up the ranks soon. if cael joins, of course. but i'm sure he will eventually. he just needs a push in the right direction.
also met juls again at the beach. the brief encounter i had with him on the route was short on ice cream, of course. i can only wish that he pays me back for my bike someday. he's a nice guy, a little weird sometimes. looked like he saw a ghost after i introducted myself.
maybe i'm rambling a little. talk about rory mclain, yeah? well. he's still the fucking possesive bastard i know. chased off some guys at the bar. got into a fight. i don't even know. he acts like i'm already his babe as he refers to it. but i don't think so.
we weren't - aren't - together.
right?
i stopped by his apartment after a while. get got donuts. he said...i love you? rory didn't give me that shitty smirk after he said it, so i couldn't tell if he was lying or not. maybe he does. but i don't. i don't love him. maybe he was just trying to get a reaction out of me, because he knows that i'm not good with my feelings. and well, he did.
i tried to leave. i really did, because that's the worst thing he could possibly say. we were getting along just fine until he came and said it. i should've never looked back. but i did. and we went to his apartment. it was actually really good for a while. lots of laughing. lots of good moments. i could honestly say it was the happiest i've been for a while.
and then. we...did some things. some things i can say i kind of regret now. i definitely did the morning after. so i left without saying anything because i didn't know what to say.
i just needed some space. some time to think for myself. i did feel guilty about it though. maybe we should've talked about it. but i'm not good with my feelings. i don't know how to express them like he does so fucking easily. i don't know how to react sometimes. and he blames me for that, i guess.
i came to apologize to him. i actually made the effort to show up at his apartment. i knocked on the door and who's fucking behind it? another girl. a fucking whore who rory probably picked up the day after i left.
i should've known he would've done that. Lamia Sinclair was right. she slept with him first, but that bitch was right. i was so angry. i should've listened to her. [shaky breath] all rory does is hurt me. and i hurt him. it's like one of those destructive relationships. i don't know why i didn't just leave.
well. i shouldn't have left that morning, but he didn't even care. he enjoyed it, even. that fucking smirk just made me livid. i nearly killed him. i was about to right then and there. if he wasn't stronger i could've. i don't know. maybe it was my breaking point. i've never killed anyone with my bare hands, but that day i was pretty close.
am i really in the wrong, though? maybe i am. maybe he is, too. i was even about to apologize. but i'm not going to -- not anymore. i better not see his face at the beach event because if i do, i'll just punch his fucking face in. he better not try anything funny, because i'm sure he'll try to apologize and say he's sorry when he's not. he always says he is, but he never fucking changes.
well. i guess i never change either. i always end up forgiving him. i...i don't know. maybe i hope that he changed. he's not like the other guys, i know. for all that he's a fuck boy i can honestly say that he makes me forget that i have all these things going on. he has that ability to make me feel like i'm special. that i'm the only one in the world. that i'm only for his eyes.
but i'm not. and it fucking hurts.
[long pause] that's all i have to say for today. goodnight.
Post by cassandra cain on Jun 27, 2015 6:03:30 GMT
ENTRY NO: 003 DATE: 26•06•15
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well. first thing's first, i'm sick. and it's not like a little cough or anything, but it's a full on flu. ugh. my voice probably sounds nasally and stuck up right now. and who decided to kiss me and get sick? rory, and he's moody as fuck when he is. he -- well, i'll get to that later. let's rewind to what happened before then.
so i went to explore the caves with a tour guide, and who do i see there? Leah Sererin, NATALIE OSWALD, androry mclain. i couldn't believe it. i knew it would turn out into a train wreck. it was a huge mess that i didn't ask for. leah's still a bitch. i'm glad she's not in magma anymore. that's the simplest explanation, however.
rory and nat knew each other somehow. and rory, being as complicated as he always is, told her his fake name. and he gave me a fake name as well, which didn't really work out since nat's in magma. but i couldn't stop him before he said it. now nat's mad, and i'm not quite sure how i can get her to forgive me. but i guess i'll just have to wait until she gets over it.
anyways. rory and i made up after that. seems like the worst choice ever, right? that's the only thing that went through my mind, i guess i was just hoping that he actually changed. but predictably, he didn't. he slept around with andrea again, after receiving her nudes. i can't say i was surprised. i was actually kind of expecting it. it's happened so many times that i can say with certainty that it'll happen again.
but this situation's different. because i'm at fault too. i kissed juls the night of the exploration party. sure, i was drunk and i felt immediatelyguilty about that, but there's no denying that i did it. and i kind of liked it, too. two wrongs don't make a right. we actually got into a fight about this, too.
but that fight was for the better. for once, we actually tried to change things. no empty promises, no lies. i've resolved to change myself a little too. i need to show that i love him more, because while he showers me in attention i don't exactly give it back. it's definitely strange, but it feels a lot better. it's more stable -- it feels nice to finally trust rory again.
maybe i trust him too much...
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[coughs]
because that fucker got himself sick. [sighs] what the actual hell. i told him so many times not to kiss me and he did. now he's sick and moody as fuck, and i have to deal with it. i even tried to make soup, but i can't even cook. he hated it. and he was pretty rude about it too, so i kinda just left and went to sleep after yelling at him for five minutes.
i was still pretty angry in the morning, but when i came out he already had breakfast laid out on the table. eggs, bacon, everything. everything we'd argued about seemed so trivial at the moment. rory still wanted to make me happy even though we were mad at each other. suddenly, i wasn't so angry anymore. because--
it was then that i realized that i was truly happy again. [laughs] it's cheesy but it's true...
