drown your sorrows [rory's journal]

ENTRY NUMBER TWO

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so much fucking stuff happened that i don't know where to begin. it's been like, what, two weeks since i last recorded? maybe more. who knows.[break][break]

where do i begin. so uh i came across this hipster on route one-o-two. he was annoying as shit. i think his name was Julius Kingston? something dumb like that. i broke his face in and his glasses. that felt pretty good. i don't know if i'll ever see him again but if i do i'll tell him about how i slept with his babe. yeah, i'll get to that in a minute.[break][break]

so things between cass and i have never been better since the breakup. she went out drinking and flirting one night. i stepped in and beat the guy but he had friends. so we ran. but honestly, i'm glad that we ran. that night was a memorable night. a lot of shit happened, really. donuts, cuddling, angst, more cuddling later on. it was weird. but it was a good kind of weird. she left in the morning though. which i thought was totally uncalled for. but i didn't bother her after that.[break][break]

yeah, that shit came back to haunt me.[break][break]

remember that hipster's babe? yeah i picked her up at the bar. fucking incredible sex. think her name was andrea warren. we spent the whole night and the whole of next day just going crazy. it was fun.[break][break]

but then guess who decides to show up? yeah, cassandra cain. the next morning. we got into a fight and she ended up leaving. but honestly it wasn't my fault this time. she left me that morning. and she said i was still in the friend zone. that we were nothing more than that.[break][break]

then i get called the bad guy for what, sleeping around? fuck that. she's going to have to apologize to me. i'll see her again at the beach event. and i'll get her to apologize. she wants us to be something more. i can feel it. otherwise she wouldn't have reacted like that.[break][break]

[sigh] things are just getting really complicated. too many girls to juggle i guess. but truthfully... cass is something else. i don't know. i probably sound stupid as fuck but she's not like the others. the other girls are fun, sure, but they don't make me happy. not like the way she does, anyways. ah, listen to me. what a fucking wreck i am. it's crazy what she does to me.[break][break]

should i apologize to her instead? it just... i don't know. it doesn't feel good leaving things like this. it's probably best to leave her alone for now. i'll find her during the beach event. i want to feel the way i felt that night with her.[break][break]

i should probably get some sleep.[break][break]

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